Monthly Archive for July, 2006

Get Circumcised or Walk Home

“Nevertheless, each one should retain the place in life that the Lord assigned to him and to which God has called him. This is the rule I lay down in all the churches. Was a man already circumcised when he was called? He should not become uncircumcised. Was a man uncircumcised when he was called? He should not be circumcised.
Circumcision is nothing and uncircumcision is nothing. Keeping God’s commands is what counts.”
(1Cor 7:17-19 NIV)

- what we do is so not related to who we are, in the sense that we
do not get our identity from what we do, but we do according to
what our identity is.
- Righteousness and favor with God does not come from our job,
economic status, anything. It doesn’t come from the righteous
look we have or the suffering we endure. There is a lot of
laboring and suffering and striving in the Bible, but it’s never
the awful and burdensome task that people sometimes make it out
to be. Following Jesus isn’t a task we grudge doing.
- Yesterday there were two times where something wonderful and
amazing happened to me. I was walking to work-a 30 minute walk.
It was about 100º out and I had a laptop, external hard drive,
and all the wires and cables in my backpack.
- I was buzausted, as David says
- And then I did something I read in “Lifetime Guarantee.” When I
read it I thought it was pretty silly and a little too much like
a fairy tale.
- I just prayed, “Jesus, I can’t do this. I can’t walk and be nice
to people and then be joyful at work. I need to you live in me. I
give you my body, my mind, my moods, whatever you want.” and as I
prayed this something uncontrollable happened. I smiled. I smiled
a big ole smile and just walked and after a while I was at work.
- On the way home it was harder. There were some traffic issues so
the roads were closed and no busses were running (even though it
was hotter in the busses) and I was walking home with the
addition of a kilo of potatoes, a 2 kilos of bananas, a bottle of
ketchup and some canned pineapple. And it was 5:00 instead of
9:00, so it was a lot hotter.
- My wife called and asked me to get bread too, and let a thought
slip, “Is it really worth it to walk instead of drive?” I was
mean to her on the phone, got the bread, and kept walking.
- I stopped and bought a bottle of water because I thought I was
going to die of heat exhaustion, only to mistakenly buy a warm
bottle of soda water. I drank the first half liter in about 30
seconds and belched my way up the hill into our neighborhood.
- Then I realized I was really angry and mean and being a real
jerk. so I did it again.
- Jesus, you can have it all. There is no point in me walking if
I’m going to get home and be mean to my wife and kids and grumble
during all this time I can be with You.
- And He did it again. I started thinking about joy. It’s the only
thing that when you put it on, your load gets lighter. God said
to me, “If you’re not going to do it with joy, then don’t do it.”
I think that’s good advice for my last 3 years! I then added on
“and you have to do it, so do it with joy.”
- When I got home Cindy asked me if I soaked myself with the hose
before I came in the house. That’s how wet I was with sweat.
- So was it worth it? It is my least distracted, uninterrupted time
with God I have all day. You bet. I’ll do it again today.

I Began Reading an Interesting Book Yesterday

I started reading “Mere Christianity” yesterday while waiting for my Mac to capture a couple hours of video. It was left in my office by whoever was here before.

What makes this book so interesting, is not just that it is a 1963 printing of it, which makes it old and smell good, but it was once owned by someone that was a real book-worm and a skeptic. There is writing all over and underlinings and a full dialogue with the book. On just page 14, they wrote

“When a man makes such a comment, his book ought not to be read!”

and then on page 20, just at the end of chapter 4, before you have really gotten into the book, is a long paragraph written in some empty space, that ends with

“…The general mysticism of this volume makes it enraging to one searching for decent thinking on the subject-only ignorance or prejudice could make this book acceptable as thought”

Wow.

So I am continuing to read MC. I just read a book and thought the author really liked to listed to himself write. Now I’m reading a good book, commented by someone that likes to listen to himself write.

It’s kind of like watching a fight.

On the bad side, it reminds me of my coffee house days when guys would argue about Christianity and really all they were doing was competing to see who the better arguer was. They weren’t really looking for truth-not one of them.

I’m kind of curious. What if my commentator changes his mind while I read this book!?

Holy Pockets

“What I mean, brothers, is that the time is short. From now on those who have wives should live as if they had none; those who mourn, as if they did not; those who are happy, as if they were not; those who buy something, as if it were not theirs to keep; those who use the things of the world, as if not engrossed in them. For this world in its present form is passing away.”
(1Cor 7:29-31 NIV)

yesterday a friend was sandwiched in by two ladies at the bazaar, to the point that she had trouble moving. What she didn’t know what that a third lady took a razor and sliced the bottom of her bag open and stole her wallet with $100 in it.
a guy at work went to USA and bought a $1300 canon. He loaned it to a buddy and when he got it back, the flash is broken. He can’t just take it to get it fixed, but the guy that borrowed it has no money. They had a talk to each other about it.
My wife said yesterday about our friend and her purse, “What if we caught them and just told them not to steal, but then handed them all the money anyway?”
wow.
what if we really used the things of the world as if not engrossed in them. I wouldn’t worry about all my tech junk. I would not own it as if it was mine to keep
I think there is a promised land waiting for us on the other side of our possessions. Sure, in the visible world we might lose a few thousand bucks worth of junk from accidents, people taking advantage of us, etc. But I think in the invisible world we will gain more blessing and growth than you could buy for millions.
I remember earlier in my walk I loaned a guy some money, like $150-250 bucks. I remember thinking several times, “Now would be a great time for him to pay me back–hey, what is that new MP3 player he has?” and being bitter.
Sometimes when I go to the store and I know I’m going to the next store and to the bakery and some other places, I put my change in one pocket and keep my big bills in my wallet. That makes it easier to whip out a dollar here and a dollar there instead of flashing my fifties and hundreds around to my fifty cent baker or beggar kids coming for spare change.
I know I have grown a lot since my early days of bitter loans, because I see my loans not as much as me giving money away and hoping to get it back someday so I can use it for myself, but I see it as God moving HIS money from one pocket to the other.
If it stays in the pocket of sew and sew, it will just sit, it won’t get spent, and supplies for the Kingdom won’t get bought. So God moves the change, often the little stuff by comparison, to another pocket, so it will get spent on the kingdom faster.
It’s all His anyway, and when He’s ready, the fives will burn at the same temperature as the hundreds.

Who are the Terrorists?

I read this today at http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/13944109/

Red Cross officials here said scores of people were killed in attacks across the south on Tuesday. With roads under threat of attack, they said, the office’s five ambulances couldn’t reach villages, leaving victims buried under the rubble. Braving the shelling that residents describe as random, cars flew white flags from antennas, rolled-up windows, sunroofs or hand-held flagpoles.

Civil defense workers, too scared to venture out in firetrucks, had to leave a rotting corpse in a humid sun along one road. His bloodied head was propped against the window of his car, struck on Tuesday. Clothes spilled out of torn suitcases in the trunk; on the ground lay pink and blue baby shirts.

It said he had a white sheet waving from the roof of his car as a surrender flag. When it comes to war are there any good guys? Who are the terrorists here?

What’s in that Tent in the Next Cubicle?

“And that is what some of you were. But you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God.”
(1Cor 6:11 NIV)

• You were slanderers, homosexuals, sexually immoral, all kinds of stuff. BUT YOU WERE WASHED! you are now clean and separate from that old death.
• I am reading “Portraits of Christ in the Tabernacle” by Theodore Epp, and he talks about the Tabernacle being out in the desert, and when someone came up to it, it would not look like a real big deal. Lots of people had big tents. Nomads have had elaborate tents for thousands of years. (I’ve heard in recent years some have pewter floors that fold out and DVD players hooked to big screen TVs. They aren’t poor, they are just nomadic.) From the outside the tabernacle looked like a big white tent with no roof. You might be able to see a little bit of the roof of the inner part if you would back up enough.
• Like the tabernacle, when you look around, Christians look just like all the other people. (with the exception of some groups like my Mennonite Homies)
• Some of us were pretty wicked people, but we’ve been washed and set apart for God. Now we might look a little different, like the tabernacle was all white on the outside, but still not too different.
• The only difference is noticed when people come in. As we invite people into our lives, just as foreigners and aliens were invited into the Tabernacle, they can see that what is in this tent is different than any other tent they’ve seen before.
• Inside this tent is one of the places where God comes down to earth.
• Inside this tent is one of the places where the One seated in Heaven gets His feet dirty in our world.
• Inside this tent is where God lives with Men.

“For we are the temple of the living God. As God has said: “I will live with them and walk among them, and I will be their God, and they will be my people.””

(2Cor 6:16 NIV)

• Invite someone into your life that might not know about the God who lives with men. Your body is the tent He is camping out in. He is not on holiday, He is here on business.

Jesus Loved the Screw Ups

“Christianity is the only religion that states that God loves the unrighteous more than the righteous.”

-Paul Tournier, quoted by Leonard Sweet in Out of the Question…Into the Mystery

Silence in the Gallery

Due to a broken camera, there won’t be any new pictures in the gallery until further notice. Of course, this does force me to take more video, so maybe some good videos will come out of a broken still camera!

Where are You God?

God is inviting people to be the message! Perhaps every time we say to God, “Where are you?” that is God’s question for us. “Where are you?”

-Rob Bell in “The New Exodus II: Sinai

Do You Really Want to Sign Up for This?

“For it seems to me that God has put us apostles on display at the end of the procession, like men condemned to die in the arena. We have been made a spectacle to the whole universe, to angels as well as to men.”
(1Cor 4:9 NIV)

•    so how do you feel about that? I think this verse shows that Christianity can’t possibly be a mindset to convince people of. If I talk you into ‘christianity’ and you go to a church and make lots of friends and do lots of activities, you aren’t going to like verses like this. You’re going to do like Rich Mullins said and only highlight the verses of the Bible you like.
•    Personally, I’m not quite sure what I think of this verse. whenever the Greeks and others had victory parades when they would return from some battle, at the end they would have all the prisoners that they dragged back from the battle. they’d be naked, bruised, beaten, and falling and stumbling and the subject of all the people’s ridicule and scorn. All of that only to be taken to an arena to be part of a spectacle worse than what they experienced on the battle field.
•    I guess I can say when I first believed in Jesus as my Lord, I didn’t know I was signing up for that. Now that I’ve come to know him, and really love Him, this kind of teaching is fine. I guess it’s kind of like marriage. When you get married you really don’t know what you’re getting into. Once you’re in it though, you see that whatever unexpected sacrifice may come is worth it.

Rough Four Days, But an Easy Eternity

- on saturday I went to the market and paid two boys to carry
stuff for me. right in front of me, one hit the other and
took his money and his 2 apricots. I broke them up, and he
gave it back, but the other boy was crying and crying,
because as soon as his protector left (me) he was going to
get smacked around again
- on sunday, while we parked the van and I got ready to bring
it in the gate, we saw a boy, who is the most respectful and
kind to us of all the kids on the street, back slap then come
back and slap a little girl in correction. He is about 7, she
is about 3 or 4
- we loan out our extra hose, and it doesn’t come back for
days. someone else wants to borrow it, and I tell them that
sew-and-sew has it. They say that sew-and-sew won’t give it
to them, that I need to go take it back. When I go over there
to take it back, it is rolled up and put away in the shed,
and they won’t share it with other people. I took it back,
and loaned it to the other lady. She said, “they’re evil,
don’t loan it to them, I’ll bring it back when I’m done with
it tomorrow.” and it has been gone for a week.
- We gave a neighbor a photo album months ago with pictures in
it, but it was only half full. on sunday we gave his daughter
some pictures to put in that album, as well as 3 more albums
and 3 more copies of pictures for the 3 girls that were with
her in the pictures. I clearly told her that the 3 albums
were for them, and she should put her pics in her old album.
Later that day one of the friends came and was complaining to
me that she needed an album and would I give her one. I told
her I gave the neighbor’s daughter one for her. “She didn’t
give me one! You give me one!” “I did!” I said “Go talk to
her.” this conversation went like this for about 5 rounds. I
told her to go talk to her.
- Yesterday my wife was walking down the street and some boys
were playing soccer. they stopped for a minute when she
approached. She hesitated to be sure they were waiting. She
began to walk through them and the youngest boy looked at
her, scooted back and kicked the soccer ball. It flew right
straight at her and slammed her in the face. She had mud in
her mouth and on her face and didn’t know whether to laugh or
cry, she was so shocked. the boys stood there and stared, as
did their mothers. No one said anything or approached her.
She walked on and by the time she got to her friends house
she was in tears.
- Last night I was lying in bed wondering about all of these
things. I knew that I needed God to do something in me, because
my old habits were roaring back into my mind. I nailed a guy in
the face with a snowball from 3 feet once. I spit in my best
friend’s face (punishable under Jewish law with 400 days wages!)
I’ve slandered my bosses to the president of the university and
caused all kinds of trouble in my anger.
- So what does God have for me today?
- “For it seems to me that God has put us apostles on display
at the end of the procession, like men condemned to die in
the arena. We have been made a spectacle to the whole
universe, to angels as well as to men. We are fools for
Christ, but you are so wise in Christ! We are weak, but you
are strong! You are honored, we are dishonored! To this very
hour we go hungry and thirsty, we are in rags, we are
brutally treated, we are homeless. We work hard with our own
hands. When we are cursed, we bless; when we are persecuted,
we endure it; when we are slandered, we answer kindly. Up to
this moment we have become the scum of the earth, the refuse
of the world.”
(1Cor 4:9-13 NIV)
- many days I say to my wife that if we were from this
neighborhood, these kids would not disrespect us like this.
Why? because the men in this neighborhood would beat the snot
out of any kid that did to them the things these kids do to
us.
- So is it right to be walked all over? At this point, I think
it is.
- Better to be lowly in spirit and among the oppressed than to
share plunder with the proud.  (Proverbs 16:19 NIV)
- The men here that have power and are externally respected
share the plunder with the proud. they have the power to rule
because they powered it out of the weak.
- If I wanted to I could go find soccer boy, take him to his
mother or father, and shame them in front of the whole
neighborhood. Then he would get the snot beat out of him. He
may get hit by his own father to the point of bleeding. I
don’t see how that is different then me going and doing it
myself if I go and make it happen. His father would just be
my hand.
- As I was about to go to sleep last night, I thought about how
Jesus handled mockery and abuse. And then I realized that if
that little boy doesn’t come into friendship with Jesus, that
little boy is going to suffer more than Jesus did-for all
eternity.

I don’t want my wife’s honor or pride avenged. I really
don’t. I would rather the boy put that vengeance on the One
that already took it for him. How many more people have to
suffer eternal wrath because their eyes have been blinded by
the god of this age, and their hearts have been hardened by a
fallen world?